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I am at college, right? And the first day was fine. I cried because I would miss my mom and shit, but that was when my mom was leaving. But now I am alone in my dorm until my roommate gets here tomorrow, and it’s all sinking in: I have no friends in my dorm yet. I am already growing apart from the friends I love in Lewisburg, and I am alone.
I feel like I have just suffered a really bad breakup or something.
I am afraid of replacement. I know that right now, as of recently, I may have been a romantic interest or a best friend or an extremely close confidante to some people. Soon, that’s all going to change, and I will shift to become a good platonic friend or a fairly close friend or an acquaintance. People forget good times.
The part of this that pisses me off is that people are not receptive. I’m all emotional here, and they don’t care. I’m spilling my heart out because I feel like I’m a Sailor Moon doll without the body or something, broken, with missing essential pieces, and they just don’t give a shit because they’re not emotional! They haven’t had everyone wrenched away from them all of a sudden. Just me and maybe a few other seniors. That’s not their life. It’s just a small part of it.
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